The first and the last...

I loved blogging.

I loved just being able to type and put what I was going through in tangible words and was so blessed when friends started emailing their encouragement and support. Blogging has gotten me through some tough days.

Unfortunately, I am a complete moron.

I am not "internet savvy" AT ALL and have managed to offend people, deeply shame and hurt people, anger people and upset people...all people I love and care for deeply. I have also managed to put ALL the private information about myself OUT ON THE WEB so an old (and dangerous) ex boyfriend could read it and find me again.

To anyone I've hurt...please forgive me.

To anyone I've upset...please forgive me.

To anyone I've angered or shocked...please, forgive me.

If you know me at all, you know my heart and you know I would never intentionally do anything to make you hurt. Please remember me for who I WAS and not the blabbering social moron I am now.

I love you, and you know that.

To everyone who's read my blog and laughed and wept with me...To everyone who's emailed me and texted and called and encouraged me...To everyone who's "followed" me and uplifted me...to everyone who saw my blog for what I wanted it to be: A woman's attempt at putting back a million broken peices of her heart in the crazy, impulsive, mostly thoughtless but all loving way she could...

Thank you.

Your texts, posts and emails have blessed me and I will miss hearing from you...so much more than I could ever explain in words.

Bye bloggers.

Dont forget me xx